231:

Sometimes I forget .. that it's okay for me to be a human.

Showing emotions. Showing weaknesses.

I am no angel.


... and maybe make up for it when I feel better?

The perfectionist in me, hey, 
you are not perfect, so stop being so fidgety about everything

230:

Right now... I just want to dissapear ...

 .. not that it'll make any difference. I'm already non-existent in most people's memories and lives.

Allah ...

* kutip hikmah, yang bercebis-cebis ... susah nak nampak, nak kutip apatah lagi..

229:

Gosh, how I miss the luxury of writing a blog post. Long whiny one. Long meaningful one. Just when I decided to post a new entry, Kauthar  has already opened her eyes, tepuk-tepuking her stomach, blinking a few times searching for me, before resuming to cry...

Pftt... I want to write about a lot of things.

This should suffice for now. A start. Hmm.

Jom Kauthar. Budak bucuk. Jom mandi.