I've been given 2 classes to teach. 4 periods of Physics and 5 periods of Mathematics.
... teaching is tiring. At the end of every class that I taught, I found myself sweating profusely. Penatnye menjerit-jerit. Apetah lagi kalau kelas yang belakang-belakang sikit. Bape kali pusing suruh copy je kot whatever at the front. Copy pun tak mau. Apekah...
I always wonder about all these children. What motivates them to come to school... I mean, they didn't even try to think, kot! Is it friends? or are they just scared of their parents? or they just want to finish school, just for the sake of having some kind of qualification? tapi kalau tak belajar tak lulus SPM tak guna juga. Kalau nak pergi sekolah kene bangun pagi-pagi sangat kot. Boleh pulak bangun pagi and pergi sekolah... yela, sebab one thing kalau tak dtg sekolah more than certain days akan dibuang sekolah. They don't want to be kicked out.They need to be in school. They know that.
Dah tu, alang-alang pergi sekolah, takyah bagi banyak energy pun, sikit je untuk usaha sikit. Ahh membazir aje... tengok derang buat muka blur, berbual sesama sendiri atau tidur je sepanjang masa... tak bawa buku, refuse to do whatever we say.. rasa macam, hai membazirnye awak pergi sekolah. It doesn't take much pun, just pay attention in class, and think. You'll go somewhere.... Tapi mereka taknak... haiya..
I am learning here... lots to learn still... banyak lagi yang masih saya cuba fahami...
Penatnye jadi practicum teacher... rph rph rph rph ...
4 comments:
iye,teaching amat2 memenatkan apabila kita berusaha btol2 memahamkan mereka.memberi out of the best apa yg kita mahu student tahu.approach them,motivate them,jd kawan mereka,sentuh hati sket.hihi..
i dunno whether this helps or not,i am teaching 18/19 year old student.
ummu muadz
Assalamualaikum Muna,
Apa kabar isteri baru :-D
Anyway, sian kat Muna dpt sekolah area2 tu. Akak pernah jd Cikgu Ganti sekali kat Ampang Tasek. Adus lepas tu tobat dah tak mo jd cikgu. I wear my emotion and passion on my sleeves, so very stressful. My DH kata dah kalau org tak nak belajar nak buat mcm mana. Tapi I simply can't let it be. So setiap hari kerja dlm kegeraman. Tp akak have no training then. But in your case, you can use whatever you have learnt kat KPLI. Akhirnya mmg kena sentiasa berdoa lah agar all the students dilembutkan dan dibukakan hati mereka untuk menimba ilmu. That...maybe some day we will really have that major education reform!
JZKK
kak fadz, isteri baru ni sentiasa rasa mcm pengantin baru :p
tula akk, rasa stress sgt sbb derang taknak blajo, kalau tak pandai tapi usaha ok la juga, ni dahlah lambat, pastu nakal pula tu.. huuuuu... nak applykan KPLI kak? rasa cam tak blajo ape pun masa dulu huhu.. banyak kene tanya cikgu2 yg pengalaman.. n kene kutuk pedas2 ngan pensyarah masa penyeliaan baru rasa ada learn something
mar,
tula , i think i havent bina hubungan dgn derang, so derang pun rasa gap n jauh ngan kita... kne lebih mesra2.. n senyum.. haha.. masa awal2 semua kata jgn senyum biar studnts takut kita garang... tapi skrg i dah dpt title garang, so dah bleh senyum haha
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