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I miss writing. I miss being the me who were so sensitive to her surrounding. Taking in everything as something that actually teaches. And I actually learnt.

People say, "Welcome to the real world.". Where the hectic life consumes you. You cannot even think. If from the start you did not do something, keep on dreaming on at last doing it in the future. Keep on hoping and dreaming for "Nanti bila ada masa...". Sheesh...

You have to strive, you know that. You don't want to be stuck in this stupid cycle. Because you know you will definitely die one day. Or at this very next moment ...

Choose to strive dear.