34: Terakhir

06/09/08

Mid-sem (Spring) break will start tomorrow. I will have 3 classes today. One lecture, 2 tutorials. Maths, then Special Rel, then Quantum...

Saya tak boleh jadi nakal macam last week. Last Friday I skipped all 3 classes. Masa tu otak tidak dapat berfungsi secara optima.. juga hati, sedang sakit.

Alhamdulillah, masih diizinkan bernafas dalam kesedaran iman. We have our ups and downs, kan. Sangat-sangat mahu istiqamah, sangat-sangat takut Allah tarik nyawa saat kita tengah down. Sebab tu mujahadah kena sangaaaaat! Sangat sangat. Susah, sebab itu it's so totally worth it!

Rahmat betul bila 10 hari-hari terakhir ramadhan jatuh pada masa cuti!
Tak mahu tertipu dengan kerehatan juga!

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I feel guilty for not reading newspaper often. Terutamanya paper dari negara tercinta. But whenever I try, setiap kali itu juga tekak rasa loya.. dan rimas satu badan.

Sebab tu aku lari~ But that's not the best thing to do. I know.

Menghadapi realiti. Demi mengubah realiti.

InsyaAllah.

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Satu riwayat yang dibaca pagi tadi selepas subuh (our daily tazkirah) ..

Narrated (Az-Zubair bin 'Adi): We went to Anas bin Malik and complained about the wrong, people were suffering at the hand of Al-Hajjaj. Anas bin Malik said, "Be patient till you meet your Lord, for no time will come upon you but the time following it will be worse than it. I heard that from your prophet s.a.w."

Taken from Summarized Sahih Bukhari (with English Translation), Hadith no 2190.

Perlu lebih kuat kerana hidup makin sukar!