106: Break

McKenzie Fall, Geriwerd - 27 June 2009

Winter break is here, Alhamdulillah!!

Sejurus (huyo) selepas selesai kertas terakhir, saya tidak membuang masa di rumah kecuali sedikit. Esoknya terus bertolak ke Grampians. 3 hari. Pagi Isnin tidak betah juga duduk di rumah. Bermukim di rumah orang. Hari ini pun. Esok jua. Dan lusa! oh tulat dan seterusnya.. Tiba-tiba internet tidak lagi menjadi tarikan utama walaupun masih perlu mengechek emel dan reader dari masa ke semasa.

I miss the real world ;)

Selamat bercuti semua! jangan biarkan dirimu menyesali saat-saat yang berlalu. Too precious to be wasted. Go out, live a life!

105:

The whole family with ipars. Missing in pic: Hasanah & Suhail

Paper tadi sangat susah. I'm preparing for the worst.

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Tadi kol umah, nak mengadu. Heh. Pastu cakap ngan Hanaa jap.

"Munah pegi mana?"

"Munah kat Ostolia ni. Hanaa kat umah ke?"

"Munah takde kat sini eh?"

"A'ah, munah jauh ni ha."

"Kawan munah mana?" (soalan wajib dia mesti ada... gelak2 tak tahan)

"Ni haa ade kat sini ni."

"Ada dekat sebelah munah eh? Ooo.."

"Ha'ah. Mama mana?"

"Nanti Hanaa suruh Mama amik Munah eh?"

"Ha? Nape?"

"Hanaa suruh Mama amik Munah datang sini. Sebab Hanaa suke."

Hahaha.. gelak2 tak tahan.

Hanaa sangat comel ok.

Ya Allah, terus hilang segala sedih aku.

Alhamdulillah Ya Allah, for my family.

In the end, you realize that everything else seems insignificant when you feel the LOVE.

:)

Tak sangka sangat Hanaa akan ckp macam tu. Since selalu dibuli oleh diriku ini. And masa balik kejap hari tu pun takdelah dpt spend byk masa with her. Huhu. I always thought she'll forget me or feel indifferent if I were to go back again.

Hadiah.. ^_^

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Anyway, orang-orang Melbourne, kalau u still see me around next year, faham-faham ajelah ok.

104:

Tomorrow, Quantum Mechanics.
9.30 am at the REB.

Sikit lagi~

Now I'm at the library. And, oh, Esther says Hi. Updating using her laptop (Which is actually David's) yang digunakan utk melihat solutions/paper/examples yg malas nak diprint. Cheat jap update blog.

Ok, doakan. Wassalam.

103: Schematic

Nama saya Maimunah, dan saya ada kertas Quantum Mechanics Jumaat ini.

Tadi baru lepas kertas Astrophysics dan Optics. Susah? Senang? Wallahua'lam. Saya cuba untuk jawab sebaik mungkin tetapi usaha untuk menjaga tulisan supaya cantik sedikit daripada biasa tidak berjaya. Semoga pemeriksa dapat faham tulisan yang buruk itu. (Tapi ok kot sebab dah 5 sem peperiksaan di university ini macam ok je pemeriksa tanda walhal tulisan saya beyond comprehension.. tabik la pemeriksa melben uni).

Tak pasti kenapa, tapi musim peperiksaan kali ini sangat mencabar. Sukar sekali untuk saya fokus dan saya amat relaks. Padahal semua subjek susah belaka. Saya tak tahu kenapa saya tak berusaha keras padahal saya amat risau. Saya nak lulus. Saya nak cemerlang. Saya nak sambung honours. Saya tak mahu gagal semester ini.

Addiction. Saya perlu atasinya.

Sedar langsung tidak sama dengan tahu. Langsung tidak sama dengan bertindak.

Saya tahu.

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Sungguh enak rasa hati bila dapat kuhirup udara segar pagi tadi. Rasa hidup apabila mata memandang awan, pipi merasakan angin sejuk, kesegaran tumbuh-tumbuhan terhidu... Rasa hidup. Sudah lama terperap di dalam rumah, bajet belajar banyak, tetapi hanya Allah yang tahu. Oh Allah, forgive me.....

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Susah juga menulis skema begini.

Hanya untuk entri kali ini.

Menyeksakan. Heh.

102:

Sometimes, after so many events happened, all sort of feelings involved, much elaboration needed, you expect yourself to have so much to say, so much to tell, so much to complain, so much, so much, so much.. but in the end, all you manage (which is what it should be in the first place) is ALHAMDULILLAH.

No matter how hard the situations are, or how happy something makes you feel.. you will realize that all of them are blessings, sometimes (or most of the time) in disguise. Although usually it takes you tooooo long to realize that. To accept. Sabar, taslim dan redha... Hmm.

Alhamdulillah.

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Allahumma ahyiyna bil iman.. wa amitna bil iman..

Ya Allah, hidupkan kami dalam keadaan beriman.. dan matikan kami dalam keadaan beriman.

101: Biasala bila nak exam

I miss the above baby. Chubby and kecik and comel and chubby. Now has grown to the below ngade, constantly merajuking and becok budak kecik. Still so cute though.

Budak ni, setiap kali berbual / jumpa mesti tanya .."kawan munah mana?"

Oh, how time flies. Aaa.. missing babies. Cepat la dapat anak sedara.

Missing Hanaa!

p/s: thanks to miss photographer a.k.a muna khaider :)

100: Our Creation

Do we feel a deeper meaning to it all?

And in our creation there are no flaws

And we're trying to control something we can't explain

Or we wander around blindly in the dark without an aim

Do we think it's all a game?

... Can bring you to tears. When you really listen. With your heart.

99: Point-forming

Don't feel like writing much, since there are lots of study to do.

Let's POINTFORMING ;) .. not chronologically tau, because I will just jot down whatever comes out from my mind.

• Went back to Malaysia for 6 days and now am back again in Melbourne
• Just submitted TWO assignments. No more after this. Alhamdulillah!!!
• First paper is on the 16th June. 11 days to go!
• Cerita majlis Uswah & Suhaib boleh didapati di blog aya, piah and amad. Gambo? Banyak di facebook Uswah & Suhaib sendiri. Sila stalk!
• I was stranded at the LCCT for 8 hours! plane delayed. And Suhaib was so kind not to wait with me. Heh. Tried to do assignments, failed miserably! Ended up eating lots and spending unnecessarily.
• The plane encountered quite a heavy turbulence. The woman beside me searched for my hand panickly and hold it so tightly. I was ... speechless. We were strangers. Different races. Not a word spoken to each other before. It left me thinking, ... and menginsafkan. I guess, when we really realize that we're going to die, nothing matters anymore, fitrahnya manusia yang perlukan As-Somad. 
• I need to start studying!
• Yang penting, komunikasi berkesan. Kena usaha. I have trouble with TALKING. Yes. Mumbles. 
  
• Another post to 100! (heh, can't believe I'm one of those people :p no offence)
• I realize something BIG today. Inspired. Awakened. Shaken to the core. 
• ALHAMDULILLAH ALA KULLI HAL