When the Mavi Marmara was attacked, reality hit me.
I used to feel so distant and irrelevant about the conflicts. Yeah, people are talking about the genocide, open air prison, boycotting, the zionist conspiracy etc etc. Yeah, I was aware and I thought I understand the situation. I boycotted because that's a logical thing to do. I supported the cause. I said I'm fighting for them. "Untukmu jiwa-jiwa kami.. untukmu darah kami..". I felt utter outrage when the Israeli attacked Gaza early last year. How could them, yea? How could them. I understand the history.. I could explain what happened.. I could explain why we should condemn.. why the Palestine is our issue. I thought I really relate to all that.
But when the Mavi Marmara was attacked, reality hit me. Things are so close now. There were people that I know personally on board. My classmate's father was one of them. And my dad's friends. Allah, then only I realized the issue had never been that close to my heart... The worry I felt for them whom I know personally, is different from what I felt for Gazan. For Gazan, am I just pretending to love and care for them just because it's the right thing to do? For Gazan, my outrage and sadness, are they real? For Gazan, am I really fighting.. like I always said? "Ini perjuangan kita.. ". Do I express my concern on the issue just because everyone else is doing it? And the questions keep on coming.
When the Mavi Marmara was attacked, reality hit me. I always felt like Syahid is something so distant. But now, it feels so close. So close.... And yes, I can be one of the Syahidah insyaAllah!!!
Impikan the ultimate husnul khatimah.. mati syahid di jalan Allah...
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Inna lillah wa inna ilahi raji'un.
Dari Allah kita datang, kepadaNya kita kembali.
Kepada keluarga Mc Kamaliah (@Tipah) dan Pakcik Sani, Husna, Huda, Maryam, Maddin.. semoga terus bersabar dan kuat. Allah pilih Jannah. Allah pilih keluarga korang semua.. insyaAllah pemergiannya dalam keadaan baik, the legacy she left.. is something that kita boleh menjadi saksi nanti untuk Jannah... didoakan smg Allah menempatkan Jannah di kalangan anbiya' dan syahidin.. yang telah memilih perjuangan sbg jalan hidupnya insyAllah..
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Saye pun terase dekat jugak... terase yang syahid atas jalan Allah tu memang possible kalau niat memang betul2 ikhlas, Allah akan tunaikan. Memang tersentak mase tau pasal attack tu, sampai reflect balik, kalau aku kat atas kapal tu, macamne aku nye reaction? Sediakah aku nak syahid?
And I've read one of the people yang syahid atas kapal tu ialah seorang high school graduate, 19 years old je... Dah dijemput Allah dalam keadaan syahid. Subhanallah, beruntung sangat dia!
Takziah juga for you cousin, Muna. Moga ditempatkan di syurga-Nya yang penuh nikmat insya'Allah.
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