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This morning I sent off my roommate of 3 years, at the airport. I'm never good at good-byes. I'm never good in reacting. Kak Wani asked me, "How does it feel? Are you sad?" Hmm, I don't know, really. I am not sure. Separation with the one we love will always cause some kind of heart ache, at least, right? Yes, I am sad, but I am happy. This is kind of like a happy ending to our journey together. It's inevitable, and we are moving on, happily, 'redha'ly (:p). She'll lead a new exciting life, and I'm going to lead mine. Though I'm still in the state of uncertain now, I am so thankful by the fact that I am spared by Allah from other kind of worries.

To Mardhiyyah, it's been a great 3 years. It's a wonder how we can stand each other for these period of time. Your salamatussadr, and ithar.. I thank Allah for you.

"And hold firmly to the rope of Allah all together and do not become divided. And remember the favor of Allah upon you - when you were enemies and He brought your hearts together and you became, by His favor, brothers. And you were on the edge of a pit of the Fire, and He saved you from it. Thus does Allah make clear to you His verses that you may be guided."
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People started calling me 'Muna' instead of 'Mai' because of Mar. Hey, now that I think about it, why did it has to be me changing instead of you? :p

I remember among the first moments when people asked how did we know each other, how did we end up being housemates (for an apartment for 2), we said "Oh, IDP yang arranged" then a sister said "Eh, it's Allah's arrangement". At that time I was like "Hek eleh, yela.. mmg la everything Allah yang arrange.. tp melalui IDP la" But now I can really appreciate the fact that Allah arranged this.

Oklah, dah. Haha. My english still doesn't improve much after 3 years of living here.